Back to writing

Hello there world.  Long time of not writing. i used to write a lot when i was a teenager. As i grew up, i tend to be more private and i lost idea on what to write since i do not want to tell much about what is going on in my life for the public to see. Looking back at my old blog i made when i was around 18 years old, it makes me wonder how did i have all the ideas to write? Mainly, i wrote about my life. Well, currently, nothing much happened in my life. I did encounter some problems, and so far, Alhamdulillah i managed it well.  I hope i will have the strength to walk through all my problems. It was hard for me at 1st. I wasnt myself these past few days. But, because of some helps and supports, i gathered all my strength to keep on living. Alhamdulillah, i am slowly getting better. I wish i could tell you all whats going on in my life right now. But I just cant. Anyway, whatever happened in your life, keep your chin up and believe that you can make it through. Remember, there are solutions to all problems. We just have to be strong and keep finding the key.  See you in next post! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Currently

Hello there readers. It have been a very long time since I last wrote in this blog. I was a very diligent writer back then when I was in college. I used to write in my old blog (you can read about this on my 1st post that was tagged as 'Introduction'). I kinda miss my old blog. I would make sure to update it whenever I had the free time. My free time usually was after class. Now, im a working woman. It have been 3 months. So far I am okay being a working woman. But I kinda miss my college life. I miss being at home on weekdays afternoon. Haha. Now, the afternoons that I can experienced being at home is only on weekend. Well.. working life. After finishing my study, I was unemployed for about a year! It was fun staying at home and hanging out with family and friend without having to think about work. I am going to miss that kind of life. But, being human means we have to work to pay the bills and all. We have to strive for success. So, welcome to working life, dear self. :) Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

People come and go.

That's how it goes ; The friends, bestfriends, neighbours, party buddies and partners in crime you love so much when you were young, as the years go by, you just lose touch.                                         All of those people were a part of your lives once. They crafted memories for you. Though you might not keep in touch with them anymore, they somehow were a part of you before.                You will be shocked when you discover how easy it is in life to part ways with people in life, forever.                 That's why when you find someone you want to keep around, you do something about it. Taken from : HIMYM Sent from my amazing Android.

Working Life

Hello there readers. It have been a very long time since I last wrote in this blog. I was a very diligent writer back then when I was in college. I used to write in my old blog (you can read about this on my 1st post that was tagged as 'Introduction'). I kinda miss my old blog. I would make sure to update it whenever I had the free time. My free time usually was after class. Now, im a working woman. It have been 3 months. So far I am okay being a working woman. But I kinda miss my college life. I miss being at home on weekdays afternoon. Haha. Now, the afternoons that I can experienced being at home is only on weekend. Well.. working life. After finishing my study, I was unemployed for about a year! It was fun staying at home and hanging out with family and friends without having to think about work. I am going to miss that kind of life. But, being human means we have to work to pay the bills and all. We have to strive for success. So, welcome to working life, dear self. :) Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Life

Life is weird dont you think?
I was not in a very good condition lately and that kept me thinking. Thinking more about, life.
There was this one time that I felt like screaming but nothing really came out of my mouth. Instead, I just went out and smiled and pretended that everything was okay. We all do that.

When talking about life, I have no idea what life really means. There are so many things we have to explore. Experience is the best teacher! As i grew older i realize experience teaches us a lot. My experiences taught me A LOT of new things. But being a foolish girl, i never really learnt much from it. Just the same old same old. So now, im trying to actually learn what my experiences had taught me. I know this might be hard for me at 1st, but i really need to start, living. So do you!

I want to explore life. I know behind all these messes, there are much more for me to discover. Dont worry if your life is in a mess. Get out there and make use of your life. Its okay to cry your eyes out. One day, things will get better, its the matter of time. Be wise in choosing your path of life. Ive created a lot of mistakes in taking the wrong paths. But, every mistakes lead me one step closer to the right path.

I feel the same as you, to be happy and making sure to reach the end of the path hoping you chose the right road. Sometimes you feel like searching for a book that tells you the whole story of your life. You just want to read the ending to know how your ending would be. But sadly, life does not works out that way. We must create the story our self. Yes there will be a lot of ups and downs, but that does not matter at all. What important is, the climb, the journey you experienced to get to the top. Embrace your life and be happy living in it.

I hope all of you will have a greater life ahead. I wish for all of us to be strong and have faith in living even how hard it is.

Says the girl who just learns to live again.

Take care lovely people.

Midnight writing

Open your eyes girl,

Put your feet back on the ground,

It have been too long you are up there,

Come back to reality,

Come back to the world,

Clean your wound,

Be like the other normal people,

"Young and wild and free".

You self destructive little girl,

Dont blame the world,

So what if you screwed up,

You are going to be okay,

You will find the way.

It might be blurry now,

But believe me,

Someday you gonna reach the top,

And everyone will be like "wow!"

So get up and flee,

And dont ever stop.

Gaining back my passion

Good morning. It is now 7:26 am and i haven't even sleep yet.
After so long of not updating my blog, at last, yesterday i decided to start writing again.
So here i am again, writing anything that i can think of.
Literally typing all the thoughts in my head.
I continue reading my old posts from my old blog just now.
That really makes me more excited to start writing again.
I constantly update my blog back then. Almost everyday!
As time passed by, and i was getting busier with studies, i seldom update my blog until I totally forgot about the existence of my blog!
Now that i am done with my studies, i will try my very best to write often.
Currently searching for a job now. How time flies! I really miss being a student!
I miss doing assignments. When i was in college, i cant wait to graduate. Now that ive graduated, i feel like going back to study again. Anyone else feels like this?
Thats life huh? We must follow the flow of life.
Im thinking of doing my Masters Degree but i want to give it a thought first.
For now, let me focus on work.
I cant really imply "im not a girl but not yet a woman" quote to myself anymore. Because i already  feel like a woman.
Thats all for now. I wish all of you the best day ahead!