Midnight writing

Open your eyes girl,

Put your feet back on the ground,

It have been too long you are up there,

Come back to reality,

Come back to the world,

Clean your wound,

Be like the other normal people,

"Young and wild and free".

You self destructive little girl,

Dont blame the world,

So what if you screwed up,

You are going to be okay,

You will find the way.

It might be blurry now,

But believe me,

Someday you gonna reach the top,

And everyone will be like "wow!"

So get up and flee,

And dont ever stop.

Gaining back my passion

Good morning. It is now 7:26 am and i haven't even sleep yet.
After so long of not updating my blog, at last, yesterday i decided to start writing again.
So here i am again, writing anything that i can think of.
Literally typing all the thoughts in my head.
I continue reading my old posts from my old blog just now.
That really makes me more excited to start writing again.
I constantly update my blog back then. Almost everyday!
As time passed by, and i was getting busier with studies, i seldom update my blog until I totally forgot about the existence of my blog!
Now that i am done with my studies, i will try my very best to write often.
Currently searching for a job now. How time flies! I really miss being a student!
I miss doing assignments. When i was in college, i cant wait to graduate. Now that ive graduated, i feel like going back to study again. Anyone else feels like this?
Thats life huh? We must follow the flow of life.
Im thinking of doing my Masters Degree but i want to give it a thought first.
For now, let me focus on work.
I cant really imply "im not a girl but not yet a woman" quote to myself anymore. Because i already  feel like a woman.
Thats all for now. I wish all of you the best day ahead!

I am back

Hello lovelies!
I am now back after so long of not signing in my blog! I read some my old posts in my old blog and I suddenly feel like writing again. Ive not been writing for almost a year now. Im jobless for almost a year too. Haha. I may lost the power to write due to such a long time of not writing. Believe it or not, as I read my old blog, I could not understand a few words. Haha. How come the teenage me wrote such bombastic words that the adult me cant even understand? Before I begin to totally forget how to write, I should better start writing again.

Reading the old posts made me realize how much ive changed and grown. Okay. Im having writer's block. Haha. So yeah I literally typed every words that come in my mind. Haha. I really need to start writing again. Need to express it all out. Ive bottled up all my emotions inside and sometimes it makes me depressed. But fret not, im gonna be okay because I am strong. I will not literally write my problems, but I will write how I feel, you know to makes me feel better by expressing it out in my writings. Ive been so down lately then I suddenly realized I havent write for one year. All the bottled up emotions are ready to explode. So I think writing it out would be a good idea.

I used to have a personal diary where I wrote all about my feelings and problems. I need to start doing that again. Anyway, I hope you all have a great start of 2014. Wish you all best life ahead. Take care lovely people.