Back to writing

Hello there world.  Long time of not writing. i used to write a lot when i was a teenager. As i grew up, i tend to be more private and i lost idea on what to write since i do not want to tell much about what is going on in my life for the public to see. Looking back at my old blog i made when i was around 18 years old, it makes me wonder how did i have all the ideas to write? Mainly, i wrote about my life. Well, currently, nothing much happened in my life. I did encounter some problems, and so far, Alhamdulillah i managed it well.  I hope i will have the strength to walk through all my problems. It was hard for me at 1st. I wasnt myself these past few days. But, because of some helps and supports, i gathered all my strength to keep on living. Alhamdulillah, i am slowly getting better. I wish i could tell you all whats going on in my life right now. But I just cant. Anyway, whatever happened in your life, keep your chin up and believe that you can make it through. Remember, there are solutions to all problems. We just have to be strong and keep finding the key.  See you in next post! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Currently

Hello there readers. It have been a very long time since I last wrote in this blog. I was a very diligent writer back then when I was in college. I used to write in my old blog (you can read about this on my 1st post that was tagged as 'Introduction'). I kinda miss my old blog. I would make sure to update it whenever I had the free time. My free time usually was after class. Now, im a working woman. It have been 3 months. So far I am okay being a working woman. But I kinda miss my college life. I miss being at home on weekdays afternoon. Haha. Now, the afternoons that I can experienced being at home is only on weekend. Well.. working life. After finishing my study, I was unemployed for about a year! It was fun staying at home and hanging out with family and friend without having to think about work. I am going to miss that kind of life. But, being human means we have to work to pay the bills and all. We have to strive for success. So, welcome to working life, dear self. :) Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

People come and go.

That's how it goes ; The friends, bestfriends, neighbours, party buddies and partners in crime you love so much when you were young, as the years go by, you just lose touch.                                         All of those people were a part of your lives once. They crafted memories for you. Though you might not keep in touch with them anymore, they somehow were a part of you before.                You will be shocked when you discover how easy it is in life to part ways with people in life, forever.                 That's why when you find someone you want to keep around, you do something about it. Taken from : HIMYM Sent from my amazing Android.

Working Life

Hello there readers. It have been a very long time since I last wrote in this blog. I was a very diligent writer back then when I was in college. I used to write in my old blog (you can read about this on my 1st post that was tagged as 'Introduction'). I kinda miss my old blog. I would make sure to update it whenever I had the free time. My free time usually was after class. Now, im a working woman. It have been 3 months. So far I am okay being a working woman. But I kinda miss my college life. I miss being at home on weekdays afternoon. Haha. Now, the afternoons that I can experienced being at home is only on weekend. Well.. working life. After finishing my study, I was unemployed for about a year! It was fun staying at home and hanging out with family and friends without having to think about work. I am going to miss that kind of life. But, being human means we have to work to pay the bills and all. We have to strive for success. So, welcome to working life, dear self. :) Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Life

Life is weird dont you think?
I was not in a very good condition lately and that kept me thinking. Thinking more about, life.
There was this one time that I felt like screaming but nothing really came out of my mouth. Instead, I just went out and smiled and pretended that everything was okay. We all do that.

When talking about life, I have no idea what life really means. There are so many things we have to explore. Experience is the best teacher! As i grew older i realize experience teaches us a lot. My experiences taught me A LOT of new things. But being a foolish girl, i never really learnt much from it. Just the same old same old. So now, im trying to actually learn what my experiences had taught me. I know this might be hard for me at 1st, but i really need to start, living. So do you!

I want to explore life. I know behind all these messes, there are much more for me to discover. Dont worry if your life is in a mess. Get out there and make use of your life. Its okay to cry your eyes out. One day, things will get better, its the matter of time. Be wise in choosing your path of life. Ive created a lot of mistakes in taking the wrong paths. But, every mistakes lead me one step closer to the right path.

I feel the same as you, to be happy and making sure to reach the end of the path hoping you chose the right road. Sometimes you feel like searching for a book that tells you the whole story of your life. You just want to read the ending to know how your ending would be. But sadly, life does not works out that way. We must create the story our self. Yes there will be a lot of ups and downs, but that does not matter at all. What important is, the climb, the journey you experienced to get to the top. Embrace your life and be happy living in it.

I hope all of you will have a greater life ahead. I wish for all of us to be strong and have faith in living even how hard it is.

Says the girl who just learns to live again.

Take care lovely people.

Midnight writing

Open your eyes girl,

Put your feet back on the ground,

It have been too long you are up there,

Come back to reality,

Come back to the world,

Clean your wound,

Be like the other normal people,

"Young and wild and free".

You self destructive little girl,

Dont blame the world,

So what if you screwed up,

You are going to be okay,

You will find the way.

It might be blurry now,

But believe me,

Someday you gonna reach the top,

And everyone will be like "wow!"

So get up and flee,

And dont ever stop.

Gaining back my passion

Good morning. It is now 7:26 am and i haven't even sleep yet.
After so long of not updating my blog, at last, yesterday i decided to start writing again.
So here i am again, writing anything that i can think of.
Literally typing all the thoughts in my head.
I continue reading my old posts from my old blog just now.
That really makes me more excited to start writing again.
I constantly update my blog back then. Almost everyday!
As time passed by, and i was getting busier with studies, i seldom update my blog until I totally forgot about the existence of my blog!
Now that i am done with my studies, i will try my very best to write often.
Currently searching for a job now. How time flies! I really miss being a student!
I miss doing assignments. When i was in college, i cant wait to graduate. Now that ive graduated, i feel like going back to study again. Anyone else feels like this?
Thats life huh? We must follow the flow of life.
Im thinking of doing my Masters Degree but i want to give it a thought first.
For now, let me focus on work.
I cant really imply "im not a girl but not yet a woman" quote to myself anymore. Because i already  feel like a woman.
Thats all for now. I wish all of you the best day ahead!

I am back

Hello lovelies!
I am now back after so long of not signing in my blog! I read some my old posts in my old blog and I suddenly feel like writing again. Ive not been writing for almost a year now. Im jobless for almost a year too. Haha. I may lost the power to write due to such a long time of not writing. Believe it or not, as I read my old blog, I could not understand a few words. Haha. How come the teenage me wrote such bombastic words that the adult me cant even understand? Before I begin to totally forget how to write, I should better start writing again.

Reading the old posts made me realize how much ive changed and grown. Okay. Im having writer's block. Haha. So yeah I literally typed every words that come in my mind. Haha. I really need to start writing again. Need to express it all out. Ive bottled up all my emotions inside and sometimes it makes me depressed. But fret not, im gonna be okay because I am strong. I will not literally write my problems, but I will write how I feel, you know to makes me feel better by expressing it out in my writings. Ive been so down lately then I suddenly realized I havent write for one year. All the bottled up emotions are ready to explode. So I think writing it out would be a good idea.

I used to have a personal diary where I wrote all about my feelings and problems. I need to start doing that again. Anyway, I hope you all have a great start of 2014. Wish you all best life ahead. Take care lovely people.

Twin Towers Alive 2013

Hey you all! How are you all doing? Gosh it have been a long time! So, I went to Twin Towers Alive (ttalive) 2013 concert on Friday and Saturday and it was super duper awesome! I always love Demi Lovato so much. I am a pure lovatic! If you guys followed my old blog, you will know how lovatic i am! I went to ttalive on Friday just to see her! She is so so so pretty~! I cant believe im seeing her LIVE! I always saw her on TV and on that day i manage to see her up close and that really made my day! Its worth it to purchase the ticket for the fanzone. She has inspired me a lot! On my teenage years, her songs inspired me so much! I remember listening to her songs almost everyday, trying to pose like her and I am very obsessed about her.  Up till now, im still a lovatic, But! Never in my mind that i thought i could saw her live! Well, my thought was wrong, I actually manage to see her performed live! I stood there for 6 hours waiting for her! It was worth it! We were all soaking wet due to rain but we still patiently waited there for Demi Lovato! I still cant believe that Im seeing Demi Lovato LIVE! It was her first time in Malaysia and it was my first time seeing her LIVE! I just cant describe how i felt that day. 

The next day, i went again to ttalive for the sake of Caprice Ariz, 2NE1 and Backstreet Boys. Caprice did the Harlem Shake! And his entire performance was, well, swag baby! I sang along to all the songs! I brought a banner with me. A very ugly banner with my ugly hand-writing, Haha. It said "Watlek, Watpeace Caprice." He didnt notice my banner but he did notice my tweets. Thanks! 

Lots of girls got a rose from him. Ahh you lucky girls!

 Anyway, keep up the good work Prince of Damansara!

Always pray and support you from behind, always.

Hustle and Faith!

Then it was 2NE1! Oh my gosh! People were pushing and screaming and became so hyperactive! Everybody screamed so loudly! Again, me and my ugly banner. Haha. 

They did an amazing performance! Everybody enjoyed it and even sing along with them including me! We celebrated Park Bom's birthday together! I cant really forget that!

They spoke a little in Bahasa Malaysia and well, that was CUTE!

They themselves are very CUTE! Thanks 2NE1 for entertaining all of us!

Then, came my heroes! Oh gosh BSB everybody! Backstreet Boys were my heroes since I was a little girl. They are legend! Their performance was definitely amazing!

When they performed, automatically it brought me back to the 90's and i got goose bumps!

Seriously, they are legend~!

The ladies that was chosen to be on stage with them were very lucky!

If I were to be one of the ladies, i think i can never sleep! 

The feelings i got when they performed, cannot be described. I feel like crying! 

Again, they are the legend!

I grew up listening to their songs and it never occurs in my mind that I could see them LIVE! 

They were so near i felt like climbing up to the stage! 

Seriously it felt like a dream being able to see them UP CLOSE!

I heard they say Malaysian ladies are beautiful. ;)

Well, dreams do come true, Though cant be on stage with them, i was very happy to see them LIVE and so close to me! They performed awesomely that made the crowd go crazy!

I seriously cant believe that i was there seeing my heroes up close. 

How could i forget this?

 I can never forget my experience at ttalive! Two days straight been standing for six hours, been soaked in rain, but it was all worth it, especially because of Demi Lovato, 2NE1, Backstreet Boys and Caprice. All of you made my day! I can never forget this wonderful experience. Seriously i still feels like i was dreaming, :(

I hope one day i can be in their meet and greet session~! I hope! Aaamin!

What i feel right now? I feel like im dreaming and I still cant believe that i saw them up close.

I could never forget this moment just like I can never forget my experience to Paramore's concert!

Next, I really hope to see The Pretty Reckless, Selena Gomez, Avril Lavigne and Justin Bieber!

My banners and my outfit for the two days. Different leggings and tops but the same pumps. 

To sums it all up loves.

Xoxo, Edasyidah.

I miss the 90s

Just watched "Honey, I Shrunk The Kids". Watching this makes me miss the 90s so much!

Back then, there was no advanced gadgets like today. There was no cell phones. When cell phones was invented, we could only SMS and make calls. There was no laptop back then. Just a PC. And we used dial-up internet connection that took ages to connect! Yet, we didnt complaint about the low speed.

When I was a kid, I did not own any gadgets! We owned crayons & coloring books & dolls & lego bricks & etc. Now, the kids own Ipad!

I really miss the 90s so much! The 90s was the coolest era ever!
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Insomnia / Sabah Trip

Insomnia? Sometimes it was easy for me to sleep at night but sometimes, I cant really sleep at night. Twitter is so addictive. Sometimes, I burn the midnight lantern to do my thesis. So far, the progress of my thesis is doing great! Alhamdulillah! May the progress run smoothly! I was hoping that I could ace it! Aamin!

I went to Sabah last two weeks with my darling Eza for holiday! I stayed there for one week! I miss Sabah already! The environment there is so calming! The ocean is so pretty! I ate a 'kuih' called 'cempiang masin' & now I miss to eat it! Thanks Lelly and her family for being so nice to us during our stays at their house! They've been so kind to us! I will be missing Lelly and the rest of her family members! I went to a place called 'Balin' (if I'm not mistaken). It was a cafe situated at a roof top! The view of Sandakan from Balin is so pretty! Balin itself is very unique & pretty! I went to Kota Kinabalu to stayover at Kak Endang's (Elly's sister) house. We had a great time at KK! Went to visit 'Rumah Terbalik' (The Upside Down House). The house is upside down so are the things and stuff in the house! At Sandakan, we went to Sepilok to watch the 'Orang Utan' and also to a 'Crocodile Farm'. There was a place at the top of the hill and we can see the view of Sandakan's Ocean from there. It was so pretty and breath-taking! Then we ate twice at a place called Sim Sim. The 'ikan bakar' there was so delicious! The sauce was so addictive! Thank you so much Lelly for being so nice to us! Not forgetting, the whole of Lelly's family who had been so kind to us! There is so much to write about my trip to Sabah! What I san say is, it was a memorable trip!

Visit Sabah! They have a very beautiful ocean there! That's all for now!

Xo!
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Introduction

Hey hey people! Starting a new blog is quite hard for me as I miss my old blog so much. But shall there be no worries, because this could mean breathing new air too! :)

If you all read the old blog "Her Journey", you will know a lot about me & my life. I wrote almost everything there! I even compose some poems! Maybe I shall transfer some of the poems and put it in this blog soon yeah.

For a start, I'm Eda. I'm currently doing my Final Year, final semester, Insya-Allah; at UniRazak Sunway Campus taking Bachelor of English majoring in Literature. I'm doing my Final Year Project now & so far the progress is not so bad! :)

I'm having a hard time in starting doing the Project Paper, but as it progressed, it became easier. Well, not that easy, but at least I have a little idea of what I am doing. I hope I manage to finished my Project Paper by time and ace it! Insya-Allah Aamin!

News Flash : I went to my old colleague's(Uniselians; I did my Foundation in Unisel before entering UniRazak for Degree) open house yesterday & I found out that one of them are working at UniRazak as an English lecturer! Coolness! But I had no class with her! Phew! If not, it would be so awkward!

Birthday shoutout to Zarra, Kak Sha's daughter who just turn one year old! Cuteness! :) May she grow to be as beautiful as her mommy and as handsome as her daddy! :)

Thanks to all who came to my house for Raya! Thanks Kak Sha for inviting us to Zarra's birthday party plus an Raya open house. It brought us Uniselians back together! How time flies so fast! I miss our teenage years at Unisel.

May you all have a blessed Raya and Happy Merdeka #55 Malaysia! Proud to be a Malaysian! :)

Loves, Eda.
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New Blog

Hello you all! This is my new blog.
There will be no more "Her Journey" : www.edapinka89.blogspot.com

I've decided to set "Her Journey" to private due to my own valid reasons. :)
I'm searching for a new way to write & I guess by creating a new blog will help me to write differently.

"Her Journey" have been loyal to me for almost 6 years! I have 220 posts published in it! I'm going to miss "Her Journey" so much! But I think what I did is right! I need a new blog for a new writing!

In my new blog here, I will write random stuffs. I guess, as we grow older, our personality changes & the way we perceive the world changes too.
This blog will only have simple & random posts! No more pictures attached. Maybe there will be pictures but there won't be pictures of me. :) so I hope!

From now on, the title of this blog will be "The Journey". If I manage to came up with any better names, I will change it. But I will stick with "The Journey" for now.

Take care lovelies!
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