Working Life

Hello there readers. It have been a very long time since I last wrote in this blog. I was a very diligent writer back then when I was in college. I used to write in my old blog (you can read about this on my 1st post that was tagged as 'Introduction'). I kinda miss my old blog. I would make sure to update it whenever I had the free time. My free time usually was after class. Now, im a working woman. It have been 3 months. So far I am okay being a working woman. But I kinda miss my college life. I miss being at home on weekdays afternoon. Haha. Now, the afternoons that I can experienced being at home is only on weekend. Well.. working life. After finishing my study, I was unemployed for about a year! It was fun staying at home and hanging out with family and friends without having to think about work. I am going to miss that kind of life. But, being human means we have to work to pay the bills and all. We have to strive for success. So, welcome to working life, dear self. :) Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Life

Life is weird dont you think?
I was not in a very good condition lately and that kept me thinking. Thinking more about, life.
There was this one time that I felt like screaming but nothing really came out of my mouth. Instead, I just went out and smiled and pretended that everything was okay. We all do that.

When talking about life, I have no idea what life really means. There are so many things we have to explore. Experience is the best teacher! As i grew older i realize experience teaches us a lot. My experiences taught me A LOT of new things. But being a foolish girl, i never really learnt much from it. Just the same old same old. So now, im trying to actually learn what my experiences had taught me. I know this might be hard for me at 1st, but i really need to start, living. So do you!

I want to explore life. I know behind all these messes, there are much more for me to discover. Dont worry if your life is in a mess. Get out there and make use of your life. Its okay to cry your eyes out. One day, things will get better, its the matter of time. Be wise in choosing your path of life. Ive created a lot of mistakes in taking the wrong paths. But, every mistakes lead me one step closer to the right path.

I feel the same as you, to be happy and making sure to reach the end of the path hoping you chose the right road. Sometimes you feel like searching for a book that tells you the whole story of your life. You just want to read the ending to know how your ending would be. But sadly, life does not works out that way. We must create the story our self. Yes there will be a lot of ups and downs, but that does not matter at all. What important is, the climb, the journey you experienced to get to the top. Embrace your life and be happy living in it.

I hope all of you will have a greater life ahead. I wish for all of us to be strong and have faith in living even how hard it is.

Says the girl who just learns to live again.

Take care lovely people.

Midnight writing

Open your eyes girl,

Put your feet back on the ground,

It have been too long you are up there,

Come back to reality,

Come back to the world,

Clean your wound,

Be like the other normal people,

"Young and wild and free".

You self destructive little girl,

Dont blame the world,

So what if you screwed up,

You are going to be okay,

You will find the way.

It might be blurry now,

But believe me,

Someday you gonna reach the top,

And everyone will be like "wow!"

So get up and flee,

And dont ever stop.

Gaining back my passion

Good morning. It is now 7:26 am and i haven't even sleep yet.
After so long of not updating my blog, at last, yesterday i decided to start writing again.
So here i am again, writing anything that i can think of.
Literally typing all the thoughts in my head.
I continue reading my old posts from my old blog just now.
That really makes me more excited to start writing again.
I constantly update my blog back then. Almost everyday!
As time passed by, and i was getting busier with studies, i seldom update my blog until I totally forgot about the existence of my blog!
Now that i am done with my studies, i will try my very best to write often.
Currently searching for a job now. How time flies! I really miss being a student!
I miss doing assignments. When i was in college, i cant wait to graduate. Now that ive graduated, i feel like going back to study again. Anyone else feels like this?
Thats life huh? We must follow the flow of life.
Im thinking of doing my Masters Degree but i want to give it a thought first.
For now, let me focus on work.
I cant really imply "im not a girl but not yet a woman" quote to myself anymore. Because i already  feel like a woman.
Thats all for now. I wish all of you the best day ahead!

I am back

Hello lovelies!
I am now back after so long of not signing in my blog! I read some my old posts in my old blog and I suddenly feel like writing again. Ive not been writing for almost a year now. Im jobless for almost a year too. Haha. I may lost the power to write due to such a long time of not writing. Believe it or not, as I read my old blog, I could not understand a few words. Haha. How come the teenage me wrote such bombastic words that the adult me cant even understand? Before I begin to totally forget how to write, I should better start writing again.

Reading the old posts made me realize how much ive changed and grown. Okay. Im having writer's block. Haha. So yeah I literally typed every words that come in my mind. Haha. I really need to start writing again. Need to express it all out. Ive bottled up all my emotions inside and sometimes it makes me depressed. But fret not, im gonna be okay because I am strong. I will not literally write my problems, but I will write how I feel, you know to makes me feel better by expressing it out in my writings. Ive been so down lately then I suddenly realized I havent write for one year. All the bottled up emotions are ready to explode. So I think writing it out would be a good idea.

I used to have a personal diary where I wrote all about my feelings and problems. I need to start doing that again. Anyway, I hope you all have a great start of 2014. Wish you all best life ahead. Take care lovely people.

Twin Towers Alive 2013

Hey you all! How are you all doing? Gosh it have been a long time! So, I went to Twin Towers Alive (ttalive) 2013 concert on Friday and Saturday and it was super duper awesome! I always love Demi Lovato so much. I am a pure lovatic! If you guys followed my old blog, you will know how lovatic i am! I went to ttalive on Friday just to see her! She is so so so pretty~! I cant believe im seeing her LIVE! I always saw her on TV and on that day i manage to see her up close and that really made my day! Its worth it to purchase the ticket for the fanzone. She has inspired me a lot! On my teenage years, her songs inspired me so much! I remember listening to her songs almost everyday, trying to pose like her and I am very obsessed about her.  Up till now, im still a lovatic, But! Never in my mind that i thought i could saw her live! Well, my thought was wrong, I actually manage to see her performed live! I stood there for 6 hours waiting for her! It was worth it! We were all soaking wet due to rain but we still patiently waited there for Demi Lovato! I still cant believe that Im seeing Demi Lovato LIVE! It was her first time in Malaysia and it was my first time seeing her LIVE! I just cant describe how i felt that day. 

The next day, i went again to ttalive for the sake of Caprice Ariz, 2NE1 and Backstreet Boys. Caprice did the Harlem Shake! And his entire performance was, well, swag baby! I sang along to all the songs! I brought a banner with me. A very ugly banner with my ugly hand-writing, Haha. It said "Watlek, Watpeace Caprice." He didnt notice my banner but he did notice my tweets. Thanks! 

Lots of girls got a rose from him. Ahh you lucky girls!

 Anyway, keep up the good work Prince of Damansara!

Always pray and support you from behind, always.

Hustle and Faith!

Then it was 2NE1! Oh my gosh! People were pushing and screaming and became so hyperactive! Everybody screamed so loudly! Again, me and my ugly banner. Haha. 

They did an amazing performance! Everybody enjoyed it and even sing along with them including me! We celebrated Park Bom's birthday together! I cant really forget that!

They spoke a little in Bahasa Malaysia and well, that was CUTE!

They themselves are very CUTE! Thanks 2NE1 for entertaining all of us!

Then, came my heroes! Oh gosh BSB everybody! Backstreet Boys were my heroes since I was a little girl. They are legend! Their performance was definitely amazing!

When they performed, automatically it brought me back to the 90's and i got goose bumps!

Seriously, they are legend~!

The ladies that was chosen to be on stage with them were very lucky!

If I were to be one of the ladies, i think i can never sleep! 

The feelings i got when they performed, cannot be described. I feel like crying! 

Again, they are the legend!

I grew up listening to their songs and it never occurs in my mind that I could see them LIVE! 

They were so near i felt like climbing up to the stage! 

Seriously it felt like a dream being able to see them UP CLOSE!

I heard they say Malaysian ladies are beautiful. ;)

Well, dreams do come true, Though cant be on stage with them, i was very happy to see them LIVE and so close to me! They performed awesomely that made the crowd go crazy!

I seriously cant believe that i was there seeing my heroes up close. 

How could i forget this?

 I can never forget my experience at ttalive! Two days straight been standing for six hours, been soaked in rain, but it was all worth it, especially because of Demi Lovato, 2NE1, Backstreet Boys and Caprice. All of you made my day! I can never forget this wonderful experience. Seriously i still feels like i was dreaming, :(

I hope one day i can be in their meet and greet session~! I hope! Aaamin!

What i feel right now? I feel like im dreaming and I still cant believe that i saw them up close.

I could never forget this moment just like I can never forget my experience to Paramore's concert!

Next, I really hope to see The Pretty Reckless, Selena Gomez, Avril Lavigne and Justin Bieber!

My banners and my outfit for the two days. Different leggings and tops but the same pumps. 

To sums it all up loves.

Xoxo, Edasyidah.

I miss the 90s

Just watched "Honey, I Shrunk The Kids". Watching this makes me miss the 90s so much!

Back then, there was no advanced gadgets like today. There was no cell phones. When cell phones was invented, we could only SMS and make calls. There was no laptop back then. Just a PC. And we used dial-up internet connection that took ages to connect! Yet, we didnt complaint about the low speed.

When I was a kid, I did not own any gadgets! We owned crayons & coloring books & dolls & lego bricks & etc. Now, the kids own Ipad!

I really miss the 90s so much! The 90s was the coolest era ever!
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